The
more we practice, the less serious we become. We do not see things as
either right or wrong. We think that everything is all right. We become
more and more relaxed. It is not that people have stopped performing
good or bad deeds, but that these deeds, good or bad, have nothing to
do with us. This is because we think differently now. We are not contaminated
or influenced by them, so we become more and more relaxed. Even if we
sometimes do not treat our family members or friends well, or we make
mistakes, we can still forgive ourselves, and thereby become relaxed.
That's why we speak of one-life liberation.
Otherwise,
we are influenced by this physical world. We are bound here and there,
and we tie ourselves down. Of course, we feel bored the whole day. If
we go on like this every day, we will never get out of this boring atmosphere.
Spiritual liberation is like this: We become liberated when we are alive;
we feel relaxed and happy; we are no longer worried and burdened as
before, when we could hardly tolerate others' actions.
But
let me tell you something, I am not so liberated! (Master and audience
laugh) I just stepped on an insect and my heart aches over it. I told
the guard that it wouldn't have mattered so much if it had died. But
it was wounded, I don't know where it was hurt because it can't talk!
So my heart aches terribly. I said sorry, but I knew it wouldn't help.
So I put it on the wet grass, sprayed some water on it, and baptized
it. I hope it will be better. Maybe it will, but when it was wounded,
it must have felt terrible, and I don't know where it was hurt. Although
it can still move, it must hurt. Its feet may have gotten hurt or its
nails may have been broken. Maybe it had been manicuring the whole day
and I broke its nails. Maybe it had just had a manicure and was beautifully
dressed for a meeting, but was wounded by me. I heard a "crack!"
And it hurts my heart! I have been apologizing to it until now.
Therefore,
I don't know if I am really liberated. It seems that I am not liberated.
I am still attached! (Audience laughs) Right? Gee, I am not liberated
from this sort of situation: I feel hurt when others hurt; and especially
when animals suffer, I suffer more because they can't talk. If we are
injured, in most cases we are sent to the hospital and we can tell the
doctor where we are wounded. He can treat us at once and we will feel
better, or we can get some injections and take some pills and the pain
will be alleviated. But the animals really hurt terribly! (Master sighs)
This is the price we have to pay in this world.
Can
you imagine how boring our world would have been if God hadn't created
the animals, such as deer, bears, rabbits, and cats? God created many
things, both for us and for embellishing the world. But the price is
high. Animals suffer, because they too have a soul, life, and feelings,
which let them stay active and appear alive. Because of this life or
vital energy, they feel pain when they get wounded or die. This is the
price we have to pay for this body and this life.
We
have to pay this price in order to live or feel. Otherwise, we will
feel nothing when people kiss or touch us. Cold or hot drinks, or food
will not taste good to us. We enjoy this world through sensations. Only
through sensations do we know a flower's fragrance, sweet fruit, great
tea, and delicious food. Therefore, we pay a very high price to have
these good feelings and sensations. The same goes for animals.
We
pay the price to have the feelings of life. Actually, there is nothing
in this world that doesn't have a price. A robot can do many things,
quite like we humans, and sometimes it can even "think", almost
the way we do, but it has no emotions or perceptions. It doesn't know
the taste of good food, the warmth of the sun, the coolness of the breeze,
or painful sensations. Without this life, there can be no feelings.
Where there is feeling, there is pain.
We
often ask why God created such a world of suffering. Actually, we should
know that this is the price we have to pay for free will and feelings.
Only in this way can we enjoy this beautiful and wonderful world. It
is no fun if the animals are like machines and have no feelings. It
is no fun if we are like machines. Nevertheless, since we have fun,
we have pain as well. But we don't like pain. Again, if God benumbs
our feelings, we cannot enjoy the world. Therefore, the more we practice,
the more we identify with our fate. We realize that we made the choice
to have fun here. We have all these tools that give us many feelings.
When pain comes, we cannot escape, we cannot just feel nothing.
This
same theory applies to karma. Some time in the past, we had everything-money,
power, and free choice, but we got lost in them. We chose to indulge
ourselves in them. We did not treat people well; we had no consideration
for others; and we wasted our talents, money, and property. As a result,
we lost everything. This is how the world works: There are ups and downs.
When we reach the downside, we have nothing; we are poor, sick, and
agonized. So, we turn to God and ask why we were born into such a life.
Actually, it's not God's fault, because there are always the bright
and the dark side. There are always ups and downs, good things and bad
things. We will be rising to the upper side, anyway.
The
saints and good spiritual practitioners understand that the good and
bad things in this world are no big deal. But the worldly people cannot
see beyond the brief present moment. They cannot see the past or the
future, so they suffer and dislike it, and thereby create more suffering
because they are not peaceful or balanced within. They keep seeking
more, but the more they seek, the more they suffer and struggle. They
make the situation even worse, and they suffer more. Then, they turn
to killing, robbery, or feuds. Or they are bullied or put into prison,
and their suffering grows even greater and they can't escape. Therefore,
we are responsible for creating the good and the bad in this world.
Because of our own preferences, sometimes we unconsciously do things
on purpose. This is the way of life we enjoy in this world.

