I am not
sure if it was my inner yearning or Master's call of love that led me
to join the Taipei Chorus. I used to be arrogant when learning anything,
but this time, under the professional guidance of a sister initiate,
I became less and less confident of myself after each practice with
the Chorus. It had been more than a decade since I had sung a musical
note, and I had lost all sense of musicality. I was over forty and was
joining a chorus for the first time in my life! As soon as I opened
my mouth, the sister immediately called me an "unpolished"
jadestone, and despite her repeated efforts, she failed to change me
into a "polished" piece of jade. I was so discouraged that
I wanted to quit, but then I thought, since I had already joined the
Chorus, it was only proper that I should persevere bravely and leave
everything else to God.
As the day of the performance approached, each
Chorus member seemed to have taken a booster shot and improved dramatically;
their singing was already on a different level from that of our first
practice. Affected by this inexplicable force, I became more and more
nervous. When I drove to and from work each day, I continuously played
Master's musical compositions and practiced repeatedly by following
Her singing, hoping to grasp some subtle points that could improve my
own singing skills. After work, I drove to a secluded mountainside,
where I sang loudly, although none of the nearby birds, insects or frogs
dared to join me. Regardless of their disapproval, I still sang with
all my heart until I forgot myself in the music.
On May 5th, the Taipei Chorus finally
went on stage. Perfectly prepared, we sang in such concord that the
fifty Chorus members sounded like one person singing. Our harmonious
voices reverberated so powerfully that they soared to heaven, and even
I felt extremely touched. I am very grateful to God for granting me
this unforgettable opportunity to immerse myself in Master's ocean of
love through music.